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What brings you peace?

Before you start read my broken English , read again the question.

I really do not know if this is an automatic generated questions or like someone is coming up with questions daily as on my time every new prompt changes at 2am Fiji islands time , consider the question maker is around my time zone , I doubt the expected answer is bold but wide .

Every prompt almost , can not be answered with one line or one word and is rooted to prospectives of each person tribe nationality and believes . ( which is all positive whether it’s auto generated or human made ) as it give you who is reading this and me myself the chance to present what you and I think and this is not far from a research type of project which for sure is always something I want to do always and research a-lot of ideas , prospectives and believes that after a life time experience where I have reach to a point I almost doubted my self worth .

Peace : in the language of politics means war !! Means threat means balance and powers equality . And the only way to get peace or to reach to the negotiating table is to battle , is to use my military power upgrade and win in the battle field to be able to sit and negotiate peace or peace won’t happen . It took 2 nukes to be thrown to establish peace and there was an unstoppable power . ( so peace here means differently )

Peace : is also a word rooted from surrender . And during the past wars like the othman and the Byzantine Empires , they use to brutally hammer with whatever guns they where using days and weeks till the enemy or the other party surrender and raise the white flag peace . And here peace means : surrender.

And now the 2 example above are my personal definitions of peace and left with one to talk about , that is no direct from the first examples but even more brutal more painful and that is the peace that all of us search life time .

Why ?

Peace is costly and to find peace we must first know what type of peace and what is peace ☮️.

Peace may cost you a life , a family , wealth , friends people and a lot of topics but one must be talked about .

Mental and emotional peace , and this to be identified and to move toward your peace , will take us a lot of failures , betrays , heartbreaks , pains , loss , distance , grief . And a lot more and here am talking of a personal experience that may not resonate with many but will with a lot .

I give up on something I use to dream of and has happened but I lived a 5 years in the most toxic environment that human can be in , I was betrayed , I was lied and cheated on , I was disappointed, disrespected, mistreated . Abused with epic mastered narcissistic thread and whatever painful words you may add on please add to list , till all this has reach to threat of self worth that started to cause the loss of confidence and not only as a human but also as a man alive .

And the only way to peace I had and save myself was to sacrifice what many of us always want and what man always want to have and it’s the love of a daughter that I had or was forced to give up on , and leave before I get an early death or an a death while I am still alive . I have mentioned the daughter but together what that I also left a career left whatever that was linked to this deadly toxic cycle and I knew it’s the hardest decision a man can take.

But these actions taken are one big topics and on the other hand there is emotions that also been sacrificed to get to peace .

My message and answer to what peace in 2 short sentences :

Peace is costly

Peace is to practice forgiveness and know your worth to move away from all the ties that was killing your existence.

Forgive my broken English. I hope my words and experience are reflecting positively as much as the experience in was negative we have always to believe that we you and I are worth it and are worth to live in peace and harmony away from darkness .

Hm. Truth opposite Reality

Peace is not free ( cubism art )

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